Posted by Anonymous on 2014/05/14 under Friends I am always just a substitute to people. Nobody ever was true to me or even cared abit for me. All and i mean it, EVERY single of my friend have stood me up. First it was when when one girl ask me to go out and she last min told me she couldn’t make it (and she told me when i personally sms where is she). Second girl did the same to me. Both of the reason was the same because they went drinking. (i found out the reason on my fb the day after). Next me and two other girl plan to go oversea together after our internship. I was anticipating this soo much and now they tell me they cant make it. One cos she want to extend her internship, second cos she want to learn driving she even ask to shift it to after we graduate. Then she added one sentence i maybe can’t maqke it cos i planning to go korea. So in conclusion i am not important to anyone at all. Always wondered whether all my so called “friends” i make, has ever cared for me, thought of me first. And i always gave my all to them. Making sure i all my free time are for them. F*** this s***!!! Why is my social skill so bad why can’t i make any friends that are true. Why!!! Sometime life sound so dead to me.